Im only me when i want to be.

Happy birthday Pa. I miss you a lot. We had your favorite dinner tonight. I know you don’t remember me, but we spent everyday together when you were still here. You were my best friend. You always made me laugh. I still remember when we used to sit at the kitchen table and eat ice cream everyday. Nana used to put your pills in your ice cream so you would take them without knowing. Sometimes if you found them in it and would sit on them so you didn’t have to take them. I wish you would have taken them maybe you would have lived a little longer. You were very smart. I used to sit in your old office and just look at all the work you did. Nana kept your office exactly the way you left it for a long time. I will never forget the day my mom came home crying and had to tell us you were gone. I was young but I still remember that day pretty clearly. I will never forget you. I love you so much. Happy birthday. R.I.P